In the Beginning

It is the little things that mean the world to me. I hope all of you will take part and enjoy my birthday celebration. I have to remind myself that I'm not dead!! I want to not feel like I'm not over the hill and only have 10 good years left. I don't want to worry about the cancer ever coming back or being fat. I want to live like I'm ... well I really don't know a perfect age. My life has been so full of ups and downs, good times and bad. For the next 40 days, April 13th- May 22nd, I want to have the funnest, craziest time of my life. I realize I'm getting older. I don't think most will understand this moment unless you are turning or have already turned 40.

Should I have more in life, should I have done more, can I do more? I asked myself all the time is this who I want to be? Then I look around and see I have a husband that loves me, three of the most amazing children, and great friends. So with that being said I have decided to have the most overwhelming, over the top, crazy, insane 40 day count down to the big 40! What do I have planned?  Anything and everything. I think about when I was young and all the things I wanted to do and by golly I'm just going to do it. You know the Pinterest boards we all pin to? Well, I'm going to make a few a reality. The as seen on T.V. items you like and say I would buy it, but... I'm going to buy one. That catalog you have always wanted to order from but end up at Wal-Mart or Target because it is easy and cheap? Guess What? I'm going to order out of that catalog.

This is going to be the best 40 days and I would like everyone to be apart of it. How ?? Call me  and invite me somewhere, Text me and ask me to enjoy a hobby you have. Help me experience life in a different light. I have a bucket list a mile long I'm always game for a road trip as long as I can pick up the kids at 3:30 p.m. Last but not least, send me a birthday card. I want to make memories and share my story. Please enjoy it with me. LET"S MAKE SOME NOISE!!!